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“I was depressed, attempted suicide, and destroyed relationships because of anger” – Tonto Dikeh shares how she got healing from 7 bad habits

I was depressed and attempted suicide Tonto Dikeh shares how the Holy Spirit healed her Kemi Filani

Nollywood actress Tonto Dikeh has shared a vulnerable post about the 7 things the Holy Spirit healed her from.

In a lengthy post on her Instagram page, she revealed that she battled anger, which made her destroy relationships, opportunities, and peace without a second thought. She said her anger wasn’t power; it was pain disguised as control.

She revealed that she also battled pain, depression and once attempted suicide. The former controversial actress said the Holy Spirit also healed her from her walk with El-Roi, sexual immorality, restoration, unmerited favour, and peace.

“7 Things the Holy Spirit Healed Me From
1)ANGER
Jesus healed me from a rage that once ruled my life.
I used to have a fuse so short it could ignite a storm. I destroyed relationships, opportunities, and peace without a second thought. My anger was not power; it was pain disguised as control.
But one day, I broke down and cried out like a child. I was tired of being ruled by my emotions. And El-Roi, the God who sees me, saw me. He didn’t condemn me. He covered me with mercy and completely healed me.

Now I walk lighter.
Not because life stopped testing me, but because the Spirit taught me that peace is stronger than rage, and silence can carry more authority than shouting ever could.

2)PAIN
I lived in it, breathed it, and wore it like a second skin.
Hurt people truly do hurt people, and I was both the wound and the weapon.
Depression was my closest companion, and I attempted suicide.
But God said, “Child, get up.”
And I did. Weak, trembling, but alive.

Now, when I see people acting from a place of pain, I don’t judge them. I intercede for them.
Because I know what it feels like to lose yourself trying to survive.
I also know what it means to be found by grace.
If you see me smiling now, living with joy & calmness, please understand that I fought to be here.
The Holy Spirit and I worked for this peace.
So don’t envy the glow. Seek the God who lit it.

3)MY WALK WITH El-ROI
I gave my life to Christ after secondary school, but I took His love for granted.
Life showed me its harshest lessons, and the enemy showed me pain without mercy.
That was when I ran back to my first Love.
And that return has been the most beautiful and fulfilling journey of my life.
I am not ashamed to say it loudly: My life belongs to God. I enjoy learning every day from him and moving in his Grace…..

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Since turning 40 in June, it is obvious Tonto has entered a calm stage of her life. The ex-wife of Olakunle Churchill stated that at this stage of her life, nothing anyone says or does can alter her character. She said she is strong-willed and unapologetically radical for Jesus. She made it clear that no one has the power to pull her off God’s path.